For those of you who do know about my sudden shift, this is what I am. For those of you who don't know, about a week ago, most of my heart was practically torn out of me, leaving my darkness to once more take hold of me.
This time, it came stronger and more persistant, and so I just sort of fell into it's grasp and it's not going to let go of me anytime soon. After a few days, it began to mold me to a more fitting form to suit it...and this was the result. A 7'4" tall, bipedal dragon-ish demon cloaked in darkness and residing in shadows.
But just because I'm no longer of light now doesn't mean I'm not myself. True, most of my emotions are replaced by blind rage, anger, and hatred...but some of my emotions from my normal self still remain, and that plus the kindness those close to me show helps me keep myself in line. Joy, kindness, happiness...I still feel them, and they do affect me in small ways, but I'll seem kind of distant and dark for some time.
My normal self by day, to shield those that cannot understand from the demon among them......my new self by night, when I can be alone to be what I have become.
*huggles* I'm sorry to hear that you've been hurt like that. Those always change a person, but not always for the worst. Anyway, you still have friends here. If you ever need anything you can talk to me at any time you need.
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If you see death and fear him, he will pounce and snatch you away to your afterlife, but if you see death and are not afraid of him, he will greet you like an old friend taking you hand-in-hand to the next world. -Anonymous
*nods* I'm sorry the picture isn't in the best of quality...I'm still poor at taking pictures. And you're right, changes like this aren't always for the worse. I am still myself to a degree, and my promise to protect and watch over those I care for still remains.
Just instead of scolding and making the ones who do those I care for wrong in any way, all bets are off and it's a fight that'll break out more than likely. I thank you for your words, and your gratitude - I appreciate it very much.
*hugs gently* And you're right, I still have friends around me - that's what counts.
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It's not our choice to choose our time, but to choose what we do with the time that is given to us. ~ Gandalf the Grey
Hikari-tsuzuke yo ano hoshi no you ni Let's shine on like that star
*nods* It's ok, I understand. Sometimes, words are not what one should look for, and instead be one for actions. The saying goes, 'Actions speak louder than words'...but I've learned that the reverse can be just as true at times.
Do what you feel is right, my friend.
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It's not our choice to choose our time, but to choose what we do with the time that is given to us. ~ Gandalf the Grey
Hikari-tsuzuke yo ano hoshi no you ni Let's shine on like that star
*nods* Thanks Masa, I appreciate it. If you want to talk, feel free to - I'm just usually not one to start conversations because I usually don't have anything to talk about off the top of my head most of the time.
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It's not our choice to choose our time, but to choose what we do with the time that is given to us. ~ Gandalf the Grey
Hikari-tsuzuke yo ano hoshi no you ni Let's shine on like that star
Like I said, I'm really sorry all this happened to you.. T.T <33 I know it must hurt a lot, being kept from your loved ones.. I really do hope you feel better soon.
This form is pretty badass though, as I said X3 I like the detail on the wings and eyes and such~
-- to being an us for once, instead of a them . . . la vie boheme !! <3
yeah... im so sorry about what happend to you .... that made me feel better too :sadness: but if there's something that i can be sure, is that you're not alone maybe you being distand and dark sometimes, i understand that.... but never forget that all your friends always be with you *snuggles and nuzzles you warmly* Forever since i can feel a bit of light inside of your heart.
And about the pic...well... i dont know what to say since looks sooo pretty Coool!!! ^.=.^ i love it, well done Ruby-kun
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*huggles* I'm sorry to hear that you've been hurt like that. Those always change a person, but not always for the worst. Anyway, you still have friends here. If you ever need anything you can talk to me at any time you need.
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If you see death and fear him, he will pounce and snatch you away to your afterlife, but if you see death and are not afraid of him, he will greet you like an old friend taking you hand-in-hand to the next world. -Anonymous
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Just instead of scolding and making the ones who do those I care for wrong in any way, all bets are off and it's a fight that'll break out more than likely. I thank you for your words, and your gratitude - I appreciate it very much.
*hugs gently* And you're right, I still have friends around me - that's what counts.
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It's not our choice to choose our time, but to choose what we do with the time that is given to us. ~ Gandalf the Grey
Hikari-tsuzuke yo ano hoshi no you ni
Let's shine on like that star
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Mwawr?
Do what you feel is right, my friend.
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It's not our choice to choose our time, but to choose what we do with the time that is given to us. ~ Gandalf the Grey
Hikari-tsuzuke yo ano hoshi no you ni
Let's shine on like that star
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It's not our choice to choose our time, but to choose what we do with the time that is given to us. ~ Gandalf the Grey
Hikari-tsuzuke yo ano hoshi no you ni
Let's shine on like that star
This form is pretty badass though, as I said X3 I like the detail on the wings and eyes and such~
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to being an us for once, instead of a them . . . la vie boheme !! <3
And about the pic...well... i dont know what to say since looks sooo pretty Coool!!! ^.=.^ i love it, well done Ruby-kun
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Mwawr?
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