For those of you who do know about my sudden shift, this is what I am. For those of you who don't know, about a week ago, most of my heart was practically torn out of me, leaving my darkness to once more take hold of me.

This time, it came stronger and more persistant, and so I just sort of fell into it's grasp and it's not going to let go of me anytime soon. After a few days, it began to mold me to a more fitting form to suit it...and this was the result. A 7'4" tall, bipedal dragon-ish demon cloaked in darkness and residing in shadows.

But just because I'm no longer of light now doesn't mean I'm not myself. True, most of my emotions are replaced by blind rage, anger, and hatred...but some of my emotions from my normal self still remain, and that plus the kindness those close to me show helps me keep myself in line. Joy, kindness, happiness...I still feel them, and they do affect me in small ways, but I'll seem kind of distant and dark for some time.


My normal self by day, to shield those that cannot understand from the demon among them......my new self by night, when I can be alone to be what I have become.